Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Heart breaking

So, i'm thinking about topics to write about on my blog, for the next few weeks or days....i'll kinda add things here and there and will eventually get up to speed to where we are currently on our journey.

Heart breaking - that's what my heart did on that cold dark evening after hearing those words - you will never have your own child. It was December 2008, 3 days b4 Christmas and i had been playing phone tag with the Dr's office to get a copy of Poppa monkey's SA results...... when i got home i finally had a nurse call me back from my ob/gyn office and she said...well, it looks like you will never be having your own children, maybe you can adopt. I think i went into a quick moment of shock...and then i demanded to talk to the Dr, who of course was not available.... Needless to say, i never went back to that Dr's office, since being tactful was not a strong suit of theirs. I did end up talking to a Dr and it turned out that we could have our own children, but it was going to be hard and really, IVF was the only way to go about doing it.

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