the count down.....

is on?? I called the Fertility clinic today, all my bloodwork i got done last week came back normal (as expected) and she said once i get my period (in like 2 weeks) then i can start BCP and then i take those for about 3-4 weeks and then i get a period and then we begin the shots and retrevial and transfer....OMG.... Poppa monkey and i have been so excitied these last few days since we've started to finalize everything and have everything in order..i mean, it's really happening....this isn't just us talking about it 'one day'.....this one day is going to be soon. I"m soooooo excitied and nervous and happy and just like omg..i'm going to be a mom....... and there's a piece of me that also understands the reality of it all, and there's always the possiblity that it might not work.....but i don't want to think about that....i want to think about getting a Buddha belly and having a baby grow inside of me and experiencing this with the love of my life.....to explain my growing belly to my neice and nephew and have them feel the baby kick.... omg, i'm so happy....i just want to shout it out to the world that we're getting ready to do this.... OMG...oh.my.gosh!!!! :) :)