Tuesday, September 28, 2010

stronger....

as brittany spears sings in her song Stronger...... "well, i'm stronger then yesterday"..... yup....that i am or i'm still happy with Glee tonight and the ending..... i love finn and rachel!!....
I got a message from a friend who pointed out that i should be proud of myself, how much i've grown through this process and it really touched me..... here i was feeling like i disappointed the world, my husband, my friends, my family, myself, Clover..... and yet, i hadn't even stopped to say - good job J, you did something you never thought you could.... you gave yourself shots when you were scared...you got blood work every other day, you did what you had to do, to get things done. And although i felt like it was all for nothing.....it was for something. I'm a hell of a lot stronger then i give myself credit for. So thank you friend for helping me see that i've grown through this process and although it wasn't the outcome we wanted or had hoped for, we're stronger because of it.

And thank you friends, all of you, who have sent emails, messages, texts or just phoned to see how things were going..... without all your support, i think it would have been so hard....hubby and I have felt the love and it is what surrounds us during our moments when we cry for the babies we had worked so hard for and loved. Your love and support will carry us through our next cycle and we are forever grateful for the friends we have in our lives. We are so touched and honored to call you a friend......thank you, you have no idea how much your actions have touched our hearts.

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